Won’t go away. And it sucks so I guess I’ll go on a long rant til I get sleepy. I leave Friday to go out of town. I need this trip although its soooooo freakin short but I’m beginning to shut down. Opening up was a mistake. I digress …It’s like I say things I feel, things i’d never say out loud and i might have pushed ppl away with those words. My mom is the first example. This lady took me saying I can’t be here [home] anymore as of I didn’t want to be around her which is so not the case b/c half the time shes not even here with me. Whatever though I’m convinced the lady is crazy.